Spoiled

Everything was spoiled.

Ohhhhh~ going back to Malaysia =)

so what

You can't live without LOVE but I can. Everything just so what.... I found the thing i gonna do. The way i gonna live. The people i gonna love.


Hey, PAST
So what

我被取代了

我

被取代了

回到了原点

真的好喜欢

Few months ago....

Last few months i have attended my first internship in Swiss Garden Hotel. I had a great experience at there. It was because i really did learn something from there. I didnt waste my time at there for doing nothing. I have a great memories with my lovely roommates. Happy and sad as well. I LOVE YOU GUYS.
We celebrated our Christmas together. Although there is no turkey and delicious dinner, we had a great great christmas eve. We walked along the Bukit Bintang Street and played the snow war.

These are the Christmas cakes which gave from the Security Manager=)

This is the lobby of Swiss Garden Residences. The place where I worked.

Friend in Front Office--Joey

Pris and I were transferred to Taste@6 Restaurant.

 The environment of Taste@6 Restaurant.
February is an important month towards couple. Becasue 14/2 is Valentine Day. I had a great Valentine Day with that guy too. I appreciated that he came to KL just to company me for few days. I am greedy. I want you to stay beside me. But i know that it wont be happened. You have your studies at there and I have my studies at here. I would look down to you if you said you wanted to stay. Hahaha!! When I saw you I felt like dreaming. I have never thought that I could see you again. Anything will change especially feeling.

Next month will be our 2nd anniversary. WIll IT COME TRUE?

happy or not happy that is a question

Long time didn't update my bloggie=) Here becomes a wasteland. Heehee... I am not happy recently!! Really not happy. I feel stress and helpless. I dont wanna to tell everybody because that i dont want they show any sympathize to look at me. My mum is not feeling well recently. She feel dizzy often. 

I really worry bout her health. My aunt and cousins asked me to call my mum when i am 

free. I dont know what can i do......I really feel helpless. my mum asked me to go back 

on this friday due to my aunt invited me to a gathering but i cant make it. It is because 

i have a dozen of exams on next week. too exaggerate but 4 exams. I dont know that can 

i handle it.... as i found that i cant memorize too much things recently. No matter is 

notes or other things..... i keep forgetting this and that. I cant even concentrate during 

the lesson. Maybe because i lack of sleeping. Haha!! But then i will go back on next month 

to move house. Finally, we are going to move into new house. I hope that my mum can 

have a healthier life but not dirty, smoky place. my biggest wish is to let my mum getting 

healthier. I dont mind to use my ten years life to exchange her life. I haven't let my mum 

to enjoy a better life..... I still can remember when she was lying on the bed in hospital 

with giving support by the machine and a large tube was insert into her throat. i wont 

forget this scenario. I love my mum more than everything. I dont want to lose her..at least 

not now. What can i do to extend her life??? Praying?? I hope that it works....... 

Recently, i face a problem in relationship. Can i say that as a problem? 

Because im not sure that is my problem. Maybe yes or maybe no. I feel that the concern 

from him is getting lesser and lesser. I know that maybe because of his assignments and 

exams so that i cant say anything because it is being unfair to him. I tried..i tried to 

stick on him like a kid but i found that i didnt work..keep sending the message, talkbox 

and anything to him but he didnt get any reply. The most hurt part was he said that i was 

annoying. I was wondering that was he serious when he said that but i really hurt me. 

And this also was the reason why i was so angry to him. I thought that i have used to the 

long distance relationship but i was wrong. Till now i still scare of long distance. How far 

i evade and how deep i afraid. my friends surrounding me have broken up with their 

boyfriends....and i afraid that one day i will become like them. Everything will change 

because of we are human being. 

01062011

wow...time flies. Today is 1 June 2011. You don't even know how much i miss you. so just shhhhhhh...............

06052011

The days you are not here quite boring..... maybe be strong is the only way. 

I cried when i watched a Thailand movie. It was nice..The main roles in the movie were pretty and charming. The movie was talk about a story between a boy and a girl. They kept missing the chances to say out their feel to each other. Until few years ago....... 

She was the main actress in the movie. LOOK! She was an ugly duckling right? This was the look when she was Junior one.

But she kept improving herself to let the boy fallen in love with her. Look pretty, right? She wasn't a super duper beauty with heavy make-up but she also made people felt comfort and sweet. After that she went to New York for further studies.

This was the main role in the movie and this was the guy that she falling in love who was good in football and photograph. And he was also the guy who waited fro her to come back for USA.

So sweet huh=]

These were her good friends in the movie. They were funny and i felt touched in the part of their friendship too. I feel like watching some more movies recently but no one....so sad=.= i gonna become an otaku soon=p