To be or not to be that's a question

what's going on to my "bloggie". It must be something wrong to it. I couldn't write my blog for one month but now fine. Really feel wtf. I wanna record all my sadness and happiness at here but i couldn't. OMG. Today was my F&B service lesson and i did my first pineapple flambe. It quite sweet actually. so far so good=] At my first practice, the portable stove was fired. It really gave me a great scare but after that it went smoothly. I really appreciated. After lesson, our lecturer gave us a briefing. He asked us did we really interested in F&B. I couldn't answer him YES straightly. It was a bit hang back. I really afraid that i get tired to this program. I don't feel like wasting my mum's money and my time as well but i really afraid that i couldn't attend semester3 fluently. It becomes a stress to me. Don't talk about it. I think I can and I must do it!! Well, my holiday is coming=] Actually we have already planned for our holiday. But most of my friends couldn't make it last minute so we just scrub it. Never mind, we can go next time=] Finally, it is my turn to enjoy the holiday. I wanna go back home i wanna go back home i wanna go back home.

I miss my dear. May i go to Aus on June?HEHE=] Our first year anniversary is coming soon. I really didn't expect that i can have a long term love because i really didn't try it before. At least i still can feel it.

See..He's showing his banana chips to me.HAHAHA!! muack~~